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When Eyes Meet
The autumn light was fading as I walked behind a row of apartment blocks. The air was cool and quiet, only the sound of my own footsteps. An older man approached from the other side with clothes worn, face tired, hair and beard unkempt. My first thought was: “Am I safe?” My body tightened. I quickened my pace and avoided eye-contact. As he passed, something in me softened. The fear dissolved and a different thought surfaced: “Is he lonely? Is he okay? Does anyone care for him
Khawla Shehadeh
Nov 82 min read


Losing Control
Last night there was frost in parts of the Netherlands. Very unusual for August, and a clear reminder that nature does not care about our...
Khawla Shehadeh
Aug 241 min read


Now What?
The other day, we were driving from our group retreat in the mountains of Spain to our apartment at the beach. It was a winding road on a...
Khawla Shehadeh
Apr 182 min read


Loss Transforms
On a walk in the park the other day, I noticed a duck floating on its back in the water, lifeless. I stopped in wonder. What had...
Khawla Shehadeh
Mar 182 min read


Power Intelligence
As we try to navigate the ups and downs in life, the world around us is constantly changing. Taking a moment to reflect on political and...
Khawla Shehadeh
Jan 295 min read


Allowing Rain
Acceptance is like that doctor’s advice to “get more exercise”, it sounds healthy and sensible, but it's in the actual doing that the...
Khawla Shehadeh
Oct 25, 20243 min read


Dove at Sea
There’s an image my old Buddhist teacher once shared that has stayed with me. He compared the wandering mind in meditation to a dove...
Khawla Shehadeh
Sep 21, 20243 min read


Observation or Judgement
Last weekend we went to Pinkpop festival and stayed over in a hotel. The sun was shining through the window early in the morning. Mark...
Khawla Shehadeh
Jun 25, 20243 min read


Lost
An old American Indian story begins with "The trees in front of you and the bushes beside you, are not lost. Wherever you are, you are...
Khawla Shehadeh
Apr 3, 20243 min read
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